A Half Dozen Days to My Mental Breakdown

Writing by jennifer on Tuesday, 15 of May , 2007 at 12:52 am

I’m still furious over the check issue.  The money hasn’t been credited to the account and it’s now been twelve days.   Hell, I could have hand delivered the thing by now (and for what the delay is costing me, I could have justified the expense to fly to Philadelphia to deliver the funds).  Honestly, I’m getting worried that we won’t be able to find decent lodging for our trip if I don’t get my reservations made soon.  I cannot do that until I have the cash in hand.

I’ve been suffering from headaches lately; almost migraine-like and relentless.  Today was particularly bad.   I truly hope that this is a phase and that these things aren’t around to stay.   They have a terrible effect on my concentration and mood.  I have far too much on my plate and far too little time for such distractions.

I need to get out and shoot.  I know that’s part of my problem.  I’ve spent far too much time cooped up in the house lately.   I may try to get out tomorrow AM for a solitary walk before sunrise.   I’m not saying that I will do it.  I seem to have a hard time committing to waking early.  But I really want to TRY.   Even if I don’t take the camera, I will still get some much needed exercise and a little fresh air. 

At least Tuesday is payday.    It’s not enough to do everything that I need to do, but I can pay the bills and gas up the car.  Somehow, that sounds liberating.   I’ll take it however I can get it.

 

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Tags: bills, exercise, payday, rant, waking early, whining

The Girl Behind the Lens

I am a road tripping camera junkie trying to break free of the 9-5 work-week.

I am also a single mother to a teenage daughter who is trying to break free of me.

.... somehow, I don't think either of us will escape unscathed.